I haven’t written in ages, and to be honest it’s probably because life has been okay.. I’ve kept busy, I’ve been doing bits and have felt alright.
Tonight, I am not alright… I have let myself get into a big old hole where life just feels shit.
When I feel like this, all I can think constantly in my head, is what is my reason for being on this earth? I have no children and no boyfriend/husband.. what is my point of being here?
By all means, I don’t want the sympathy from anyone.. that is not what I am asking for in the slightest.
I just feel so down and so sad about everything. I’m sure tomorrow I will delete this blog cause I will instantly regret opening up and sharing my feelings… but right now to distract myself I need to write.
So here it is… yuck.