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    Short Stories From My Youth - The Bench!

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    Laying flat on my back, in the grass, looking upwards; the sun was high in the sky. I tried to focus, just enough, to run in the opposite direction but to no avail. Everything was hazy, pulsating back and forth; a fog descending across my line of vision, rippling outwards distorting the panorama around me. Gently, I lifted my head from the ground, using my elbows as leverage, steadying my ascent. Pain shot down the right side of my face; sharp, intense. I gritted my teeth together tightly, as the throbbing shot across my jaw. My right elbow collapsed and I rolled to one side, slipping down the hill, hitting my head ever harder, as I began to tumble downwards. Rolling faster and faster, I hit the bottom with an abrupt thud, smacking my forehead on a wooden bench, placed strategically at the end of the playground beyond, breaking my fall. Dazed and bewildered, I hesitantly opened my eyes; I could see the misty green hue of the hill above. Without moving my head I looked over my right side; I had fallen on my arm. A trickle of blood from underneath my wrist, flowed slowly onto the paving slab, where I lay unceremoniously; bedraggled and unkempt. I was numb, incapacitated; there was no pain; just confusion and shock. Gradually my eyes rolled backwards and everything went dark.

    I woke suddenly, sitting bolt upright, grabbing my head with my hand as I did so. Rubbing it carefully, I tried to find the source of the pain; a rather large lump, tender to touch; tingling and smarting from the impact at the bottom of the hill. I glanced downwards, there was a plaster on my wrist, blood was beginning to soak through the ragged cloth; I could feel the wound bubbling underneath. My shorts were dirty, the right hand pocket ripped and dangling, held on only by a sliver of lining below. My tank top was covered in grass, and those sticky corn like darts, we used to find in the undergrowth, while building a den in the fields surrounding the school. I placed my head gently back down on the bed, furtively looking around the small room. I spotted the School nurse in the corner, her back turned to one side. She was a large lady, friendly but firm; grey hair, tied back in a pony tail accentuating her rather gargantuan face. She wore no make up or jewellery; flat shoes, wrinkled stockings and a large bobble cardigan over her nurses uniform, held together with a small watch, pinned to her chest. Her chubby hands were rustling in the drawer in front of her, finally producing a small black bottle and some cotton wool. Turning to face me, she smiled, walking over to my side.

    Looking up at her; I began to cry. Not uncontrollably, just a small stream of tears flowing down my cheeks, She raised her eyebrows, shaking a finger in front of my face, tutting in her wake. Placing the small bottle on the table, next to the bed, she removed a hanky from her sleeve; wiping my face vigorously, sighing, repeating the words, ‘No no no, we don’t do that!’ I pushed her away, again and again; annoyed at her continued persistence. After the third attempt, she tapped the back of my hand; rather taken aback, I closed my eyes tightly, avoiding her gaze. A swab of iodine to my brow, some butterfly stitches to my arm and a quick wash down, I was ready to fight another day! Aware of my limitations, I never again ended up at the bottom of the hill; A hard lesson learnt at the beginning of the day.
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    Aunty Carol!

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    I wasn't going to blog today, as I have been out since early this morning, but I wanted to say a few words about my dear Aunty Carol. I am trying to get back to the UK as soon  as I can, just to tie up a few lose ends and more importantly, see family; relations I haven't seen in such a long time, including my Mother, Father and my Aunty Carol or rather Great Aunty Carol. My dear Great Aunt is currently battling cancer and I would like to wish her much love, as she travels this difficult journey with her family by her side. Cancer is such a terrible illness, something we all need to work to overcome. I have my own experiences of it through Darrell, my partner, who has been helping his Mother fight her own battle; staying with her in Australia for seven months last year, supporting her through the endless appointments and chemotherapy. Also my Uncle Peter, and his daughter Vanessa died from cancer; I remember my lovely cousin Vanessa, right up until the end. She was such a brave lady, someone who remains firmly in my heart, along with the memories of happy times spent with her before she died. Every family has their own story to tell; I salute all of those suffering with cancer, their families and those caring for patients and relatives; they deserve our respect and admiration!

    I have been feeling particularly emotional lately, with regards to family. When my Cousin Carrie-Anne messaged me earlier, I knew I had to say a few words about all those I love, something I don't do too often, since remaining rather aloof from my kinfolk for many years. As one gets older, memories become more important and my connection to the past is of paramount importance. I don't want to leave this World without reconnecting with my family. Despite the heartache and upset of the past, I love all those who have played a part in my upbringing, childhood and those special events, when we were altogether as one, celebrating the important moments, milestones and occasions in our lives. 

    I would like to wish my Aunty Carol, best wishes for a speedy recovery at this time. Keep fighting for yourself and the family who love you. Always dignified, compassionate and loving, you are a lady whose dignity shines through; a person I look up to, brave and selfless, a truly special individual, who just happens to be my Aunt, whom I love with all my heart!
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    Unable to sleep!

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    When you are laying in bed, unable to sleep, use your time wisely. Be productive; Get up, do the washing, cook a meal for tomorrow or write your thoughts down. A racing mind shouldn't be wasted, staring at the ceiling, counting sheep!
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    Rab's World!

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    "My past is my past, tomorrow's my future. Today is my present, so I intend to live it! I have no regrets, just lessons learned! Love everyday as if it's your last, because one day you will be right!"

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    Rab's World!

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    "If my memory was any worse, I could plan my own surprise party!"

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    Winter has arrived!

    It's a bit cold in Gran Alacant at the moment; it feels like winter has finally arrived. After a warm January, with temperatures reaching 25 degrees or more, last night was a decidedly chilly 5 degrees. To be honest it felt a lot colder than that.

    I have included some photographs from friends, posted on social media. The contrast between snow and sand is amazing. Yes Spain does experience bad weather from time to time. Of course we are are luckier than most, living in this part of Europe, but at night temperatures do fall dramatically.

    I was having a conversation with a fellow Expat the other day, who had told me their winter fuel allowance had been cut by the British government, simply because they were living overseas; I have to say, it made my blood boil. These people have paid into the system all their lives and should be entitled to the same benefits as those living in the UK. During the winter months, temperatures inside can be freezing. Houses in Spain do not have the luxury of central heating and carpets, making older people more susceptible to the cold. Homes in Spain are built for the hot weather and as such, can not always cope with spells of cold weather, in the same way British buildings can. The UK government needs to think about all their citizens, abroad or not.
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    There was no walking on my agenda yesterday, the weather was just too bad. However today, despite the cold, the sun was out and so was I. I went on another walk, this time I managed an hour.

    It looks like we are in for another cold spell tonight, so wrap up warm , in Spain or in Britain, where Icy weather is on the way. A lot colder than here, I'm sure!

    Have a great weekend y'all, wherever you are!
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