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On Friday I was invited along to afternoon tea with several colleagues from Tesco. Our store Manager Jay had sent out an invite to each of us, thanking us for all our hard work. I had got to know Jay a while back, when we both attended the 'Food Cycle Tesco Takeover' a month or so ago. As a person, I find him approachable and easy to talk too, attributes every Manager should have, but from my years of experience, these are two qualities rarely seen. I was delighted to take Jay up on his offer and find out a little more about him, the store and my place within it!
At this point I wanted to say a word or two about my employer. I have been working at Tesco Fratton for nearly six months now and am thoroughly enjoying my time here. To be honest, I had never thought about working for a supermarket before, but am glad I took the opportunity when it presented itself. Unlike other employers, Tesco hire their staff for who they are, their personality and the character they exhibit, not the qualifications they have attained or the years of experience they have under their belt. For those reasons alone, they are indeed a breath of fresh air. Every other company I have worked for in the past, had initially placed difficult conditions on any position offered; Tesco's interview process however, ensures everyone, from whatever background, race or sexuality, enjoys equal access to employment opportunities; for that I am truly grateful. I may well have qualifications coming out of my ears, but I have never worked in a supermarket before!
Anyone who knows me, understands just how hard I am working at the moment; employed by Tesco, the Newcome Arms, Cancer Research and writing a column for a magazine. I am also a full time professional blogger and when I get the time practice Chirology, or Palm Reading. My days and nights are always busy and I rarely sit down long enough to chill. So when someone invites you along for a chat, in order to get to know you, for no other reason than they have an interest in people, it really does make a big difference. Being appreciated by ones boss and generally acknowledged for ones efforts isn't something I am used too, but under the circumstances I was delighted to accept the approval.
Tesco have amazed me in many ways; the people I work with on a daily basis are friendly and welcoming and the shop itself has a community feel about it, unusual for such a large supermarket. Apart from the benefits of working for such a large organisation, Tesco itself does a lot for the neighbourhood it serves, donating money to good causes and undertaking activities to raise funds for those who need it most. This is a company I am proud to work for and one that goes over and above its remit to give a little back. Many other large multinationals should follow where Tesco leads.
I am sure I can speak for the three of us who sat down with Jay on Friday afternoon, when I say how much we valued his interest in us as people. We are really just doing our jobs as employees but have been recognised for our efforts in a positive way. We may well have just sat down and had a chat and a cup of tea, but we were also able to tell someone who matters a bit about our life and our future aspirations. As individuals we all have opinions we want to share, so from that point of view, it's fantastic when someone actually wants to listen. Jay listened, we spoke and all of us enjoyed a truly productive, thought provoking and satisfying hour in each others company!
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Another mixed week but better than the previous week as I look back and reflect on it.
I’m starting to get more into a routine with things which is helping a lot and actually planning my days and weeks a lot better. I’m finding that with some structure attached to my weeks I am not spending as much time feeling frustrated and bored which leads me to get even more frustrated with myself to the point where I become very defeated.
I’ve completed my first 4 weeks of training for the ultra and the motivation is increasing with every session I complete. I’m pleased that I have been consistent and haven’t lost focus. Obviously having a goal that has taken me well out of my comfort zone has helped a lot with that.
The last few runs I’ve done I’ve noticed that I am completely switching off and am just focused on putting one foot in front of the other – it is a fantastic feeling and gives me a break from all the other stuff I am normally dealing with.
I’m actually looking forward to when I start the longer runs of 2-3 hours in a couple of months time.
Since I have decided that I am not going to place any expectations on myself for the ultra except getting to the finish line I have found that I am enjoying training a lot more. I’m just focused on putting one foot in front of the other and am not worried about how fast I run the last mile, how quickly I got to a certain point compared to the last time I ran that route, or how many miles I’ve run.
I’m starting to realise slowly that I need to apply this to other areas of my life as well. A lot of the time I place huge expectations on myself and if I don’t achieve certain things then I am really hard on myself – this, I am starting to realise is very self-destructive.
I know that when I start looking at things in a self-destructive way my confidence and self-esteem take a rapid nose-dive and those feelings of not being good enough are almost like a tidal-wave that engulfs me.
I need to start taking the same approach with my life that I am with my training – no expectations and just keeping putting one foot in front of the other and I will reach my destination.
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What a day it has been; after a final draft Brexit deal was reached with the EU yesterday, the fallout has started today. The political turmoil in Westminster has been nail biting, as Prime minister Theresa May tries to sell the agreement to her political party and the rest of the House of Commons. As I write this entry this evening it seems the PM is hanging on by a thread, her job in question. So far seven Ministers have resigned from the Government and many more are expected to follow. These look like dark days for Theresa May, but she has confounded the critics before and there is no reason she can't again.
I watched her speech in the House today and was rather surprised at her lackluster performance. At times it almost felt like she was resigned to her fate and was just going through the motions. For the first hour every MP who spoke during the long debate, voicing an opinion about the five hundred page document that seals Britain's fate, was scathing at the prospect of a Brexit that they believed, was drawn up in Brussels, ignoring our own interests!
I don't really want to talk about the details of the Brexit deal, since I do not know the fine print. It does seem however that the biggest stumbling block remains Northern Ireland and the prospect of Britain remaining in the customs union. This is a problem for Brexiteers because our ability to do free trade deals with other countries, would be severely curtailed, in effect keeping us in Europe without any say in its future direction, the worst of all outcomes. Whether or not this is true remains to be seen but without the support of the majority of Members of Parliament, Mrs May will lose any vote on her Brexit deal. Theresa May can not and should not go on as Prime minister in these circumstances and should move aside, allowing someone else who can command the confidence of her party, the chance of leading our great nation at this critical time.
Whatever happens over the next few days, one thing is for sure, The United Kingdom is more divided now than ever and the British public will become the victims in all of this. If Theresa May had carried out the will of the people in the referendum result, this deal would not even be on the table. It does not ensure we leave the EU, it keeps us tied to an institution we voted to withdraw from, that is not democracy, that is the PM giving in to EU demands at the expense of British interests. She either leaves without a deal or she once again offers a vote to the public on the agreement on the table. The alternative is her resignation and a General Election; whatever happens the country is in chaos and can not move forwards until a new solution is reached!
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Everything was white; the walls, ceilings, floors and furniture, all pure and clean, sparkling in the morning sun. Streaming through the expansive aperture at the end of the large open planned room, the brightness of the day beckoned forth. In the corner, a colleague was chatting to his superior; smiling, with cheerful expression and a jaunty wink of his left eye, they both shook hands. Embracing like Brothers they patted each other on the back, concluding their amicable discussion, finally walking their different ways, waving to one another as they went. In the hall I could hear the tea lady singing her way up towards the office door, which sprang open, allowing her to pass through without hindrance. She waved enthusiastically towards everyone in the space and was greeted by an equally passionate crowd, fervently welcoming her into their world. Music played calmly through the pubic announcement system, ‘Chopin, Spring Waltz,’ quietly celebrating the day ahead. This was a typical day, always perfect, always sublime, always serene, unlike the World outside.
The darkness came quickly that day, as I left the security of my life behind. I dressed in my coat and hat, black three quarter length tunic, grey scarf and suitably coloured gloves. My umbrella sat neatly on peg number 24, a great expanse of empty coat hooks spread out around me, as far as the eye could see. I was the last one to leave, the last to turn out the light and the last to see this perfect, flawless enclave, my escape from the harsh realities that dominated all our lives. As I approached the revolving door at the front of the tall foreboding building where I worked, the soft glow began to fade behind me. The door stopped rotating; gently I placed my hand on the right hand side of the surround, agitating it ever so slightly, illuminating the mayhem outside. I breathed mournfully on the glass, rubbing it with the side of my wrist; stooping, I moved my eye downwards, gazing outside. Fires burned in the distance, shadows engulfed the city skyline outside and the occasional figure ran past, everyone attired the same, just like me, merging into the tenebrosity of the night.
I took a deep breath, stood up straight, adjusted my scarf, wrenched my hat down towards my nose and buttoned up my coat as high as I could. One more push of the door and I was outside, shivering from the cold, disappearing into the night along with all those who were left. Looking ever upwards, mindful of what was to come, I cautiously pressed on, walking faster, pulling my jacket ever closer, clasping the collar tightly with my left hand,
Turing the corner into victory boulevard, I noticed lights in the air, shards of rock, burning, falling downwards, crashing to the ground. The explosions sent dust and debris into the dark, still burning, shining brightly as it crackled and sputtered, igniting into a plume of orange smoke. The avenue was deserted, apart from a few faint cries in the distance; this could be the day we were waiting for or maybe just another false alarm. My head darted from side to side, eyes squinting, hoping to focus, trying to find a safe place to hide. The intersection of this wide, now desolate promenade, faded grandeur all around, offered a chance of cover from the evening onslaught. An opening, through which light could be seen flickered dimly outwards, a beacon of hope in a city of despair. The luminescence oscillated back and forth; I had to get there before it disappeared never to be seen again. One last look around, making sure my direction was clear, I ran faster than I had ever ran before. Reaching the entrance, grabbing hold of the frame, I screamed loudly as a pair of bulky wooden shutters crushed my fingers, slamming abruptly in their wake.
For a few moments, I stood their tears streaming down my face, happy to have secured my escape, but smarting from the pain. I kicked the shutters open, releasing my hand; a sharp throbbing feeling shot up my right arm as I forced my way inside, gingerly trying to find my footing, broken floorboards underfoot. I could hear water dripping from the ceiling above. Looking upwards I could see the bombardment through a large hole in the roof, fallout cascading downwards, whistling towards my head. I could hear detritus dancing loudly on the tiles above, I had to find shelter before I became just another casualty in a sea chaos, that now engulfed the world.
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This is what I missed most about the UK living in Spain, the wonderfully eclectic mix of food, snacks, sweets and confectionery on offer at this time of year. You really do know you are home when the festive Christmas sandwiches come out and as for the Sprout flavour crisps, well they taste just great. I must be one of the few that actually liked them! #bestbritishchristmas