I've thought long and hard about posting this but I've decided to be braver going forward, so here goes. Last night I struggled to sleep. I'd had a busy day but just could not switch my head off. Words just kept going round and round. No matter which way I laid in my bed nothing was comfortable. The frustration of wanting sleep kept me awake even more. I got up, went downstairs, made a drink, anything to occupy my mind from the words that were bugging me beyond belief. I've had this many times over the years and never found a solution until this morning. At 2:58 I decided to write the words down. I've said writing has really helped me and I hoped by putting the words down on paper they would get out of my head and let me find sleep. Below is what came out and the funny thing is as soon as I had written it I went to bed and slept like a baby. So here it is, the rambling words that had plagued me for hours but fell on to the paper within a matter of minutes. WORDS IN THE NIGHT How can the person you knew so well leave you lying damaged and broken, living in hell? Was it all a lie I need answers, I do. Was anything that was said honest and true? Ice cold heart, dead inside, pulled along with the moving tide. Eyes wide shut to see no more, the pain I was in on the floor. An emotionless void the tears have run dry, there's nothing left to make me cry. Dazed and confused. Questioning why? I really had to say goodbye. A life to live, my love to give. Maybe another time. The smile I wear shows no care, pretending I am fine. I'm not sure you can call it poetry, to me, they are just my words and I'm finding it is so much healthier to get them out.
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