On His Way Home!

It's been a gorgeous day today, lovely and warm 22 degrees, perfect weather for me. I have been getting the house ready for Darrell's return on Friday.  He has just left Perth, flying to Sydney; spending some time in Hong Kong, then finally, to London and Alicante.

Darrell was quite emotional when we spoke this morning.  Leaving his Mother after seven months, is going to be a wrench for him and her. Neither of us know where life will take us now; we have a lot of things to discuss when he arrives. I am looking forward to seeing my partner, we haven't seen each other for a long time!

You know what, I just wanted to say this. Sometimes, when I look at my friends and family on line, I wish I had the life they have. The day I worry about the mundane things, will be the day I am finally happy; I don't see that day coming anytime soon.  Putting ones life on hold, to care for a loved one, isn't something, either of us had bargained for.  It has left us in a very precarious position financially and ultimately will determine, where our life goes from here.

This is the one time, that I am not optimistic about a positive outcome.  I have been very driven, until recently.  Living on thin air, has taken its toll on me.  It may well be time for radical solutions to solve our current predicament.

We have a very uncertain future ahead, that's for sure but we have to make the best of our situation, if we can. I have always been a fighter, for me it's just another struggle, to overcome; I am just glad we will be back together!​