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Here we are in lockdown once again and with the sun out, I decided to go on a 'lockdown walk,' just as I did, day after day, back in May and June. This time however, the weather is decidedly colder and more people are staying in doors; a perfect breeding ground for the virus. Getting outside, breathing in the sea air and enjoying a two-hour coastal walk is just what the Doctor ordered.

Recently my blood pressure has been on the rise. Yesterday morning it had reached a high of 134/90; it hasn't been that high since I lived in Spain and if I am honest, I was a little concerned. Lately I have also been experiencing heart arrhythmias and dizzy spells, two subjects I will be bringing to the attention of my Doctor when I speak to her on Monday.

I hadn't planned to go walking at all today, but because I have been feeling so debilitated lately, I thought it was best. When I got home, my blood pressure was at a stable 117/82, more than perfect for someone of my age. My health and well-being has been giving me greater cause for concern recently; I have become  far more aware of my own issues, which are vast and varied. As someone on the cusp of reaching fifty years old, I am mindful of the challenges ahead, but I am determined to get to grips with them now, while I am still able to.

When I started walking seriously, at the beginning of the pandemic, after being furloughed from the Newcome and reducing my hours elsewhere, I quickly noticed a change in my general health. I felt more content and happy within myself, quickly losing weight and feeling more alive. Walking was helping me both physically and mentally and for the first time in my life, I was enjoying something, I had spent a lifetime avoiding. As we enter a second  curfew, I hope to follow the same itinerary I started all those months ago.

I walked a route I had travelled many times before in Portsmouth and once again enjoyed the chance to get out, on my own, away from the pressures of life. It was perfect, spending a few hours thinking, reflecting and reconnecting with myself, nature and the city where I live. This pandemic has caused so much pain and heartache across the World, but I am trying to use its destructiveness positively, in order to improve my life. Only time will tell if I am successful in reaching my goals of sustained weight loss and importantly an improvement in my attitude to circumstances beyond my control. I hope this will be an activity to take with me into the new World, when the virus is gone and life returns to normal... Here's hoping anyway!
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